Challenge Day 3

I'm already wavering. I am hungry! I am crabby! I would love nothing more than to fall into my routine of justifying some comfort eating.

Then I get a text message from a girlfriend asking if I want to come out and have a few drinks with some friends. 

AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I want to so much!!! So so so much. 

But I'm on Day 3. And I'm so tired of falling into the habits that have caused and maintained weight gain. I am trying to focus on being proud of myself for staying strong, but in the background of my thoughts I am hearing "eat something!" 

They don't call it a challenge for nothing, but my word! Last challenge I didn't feel this until about day 14 or so.

I did a little comparing from the end of my previous challenge to the start of this one. (Last one ended late January.) Since then the scale tells me I've gained one pound, but lost 1.75" overall (comparing measurements). My initial guess is muscle. I've been running more and some weights so it would make sense for that difference!

I'm completely aware of how the scale shouldn't be how you base success, but DAMNIT I'd love to see the numbers drop. And I'd love to feel my clothes fitting loose to the point of not being able to wear my fat clothes anymore.

I feel like this post is hostile as I sit at my dining room table figuring out when I get to eat next. 

Must keep eye on the prize!!!!! 

Happy Friday!  :)